I will begin this blog with the most recent experience with which I have had. Two weeks ago, my partner and I headed off for a three week holiday in a motor home and on this particular day (the 2nd) we had arranged to go on a bush walk along a pathway that had been trodden by many. Prior to this I was feeling energised and excited by this walk as the location was ancient and one of sheer beauty. The walk I was informed would take approximately four hours.
Thirty minutes later I began to feel nauseous. I kept on walking...the nausea engulfed me, an intuitive feeling of trauma on this path washed over me, and sadness overwhelmed me. I had to stop as I thought I may vomit. Just up ahead I saw a most beautiful, majestic female River Red Gum tree...I knew I had to place the palms of my hands and body on her as I needed support...I made my way toward her and did just that. I then felt the sensation of my menses...strange tho, as it felt as if a bubble had popped...very soon after, I began to feel less nauseous and continued on our walk. However, I felt bruised in my solar plexus region and I started to bloat.
An hour up ahead we came across a clearing with an old sandstone home and an introduction to the people who had lived in this area. You see, the walk we ventured on was in Wilpena Pound, a National Park in the Flinders Ranges of Australia. I made my way to the toilet facilities to see if my earlier sensation was my menses. On observing my underwear, I would describe what I saw as an almond shaped spotting of blood. Hmmm...on with the walk. I was uncomfortable as the typical bloating had increased and I would imagine, to any who would observed me they would no doubt assume that I was with child!
A little background information...I have had other experiences similar to this although, they are also very different .... so, it takes a little while to process and even to actually understand what is happening on a soul level. Personally, I have to "Get it" to make sense of the experience and it is always a seven day process with all the physical symptoms that come along with it.
Ok...back to the walk. We climbed that particular range, sat for awhile, took some photo's and ventured back. Retracing my steps, I did not have any further nausea or any other sensations apart from the bloating which still remained. During the next six days my physical body was exhausted, bloated, constipated, tender and very acidic...quick eze was the remedy and I was on to my 2nd packet!!! EVERYTHING I ate had an adverse affect. I have had no further menses than the one spoken above. As mentioned, this experience takes yep...seven days to process and clear. Usually for me, the physical symptoms become unbearable, my emotional body is totally out of balance and I start to yawn continuously with water flowing from my eyes...
So, when the afore mentioned happened, I knew that it was time to lay down, place my hands on my expanded tummy and go within...The emotions always come first and are raw and typically guttural. In this particular clearing, the tummy expanded even more so, the energy waves increase, I have the urge to drag my hands down over my tummy to my mid drift...then place my hands down on either side of my sacral chakra...dragging gently up...back to the tummy dragging down and then encasing my whole tummy still crying and making strange sobbing sounds...I then KNOW to sweep it all up and ask the light beings for assistance...I see a full term white baby in mid air encased in a netting like sack and held by a pair of hands...it is taken through a portal to where, I do not really know...I then see a young lady lying on her left side on the track where I walked...breathing very slowly, seemingly taking her lasts breath...I know she has passed...
I feel lighter...I come down from the bed...I relate this to my partner, and he informs me that he had read the history of the family that lived in the sandstone home. Apparently, a man lost his wife twelve months after their arrival... I wonder if it were she?
The symptoms go immediately...the sadness lingers a little while longer...
To this day however, I also wonder if I were she...or...
whether it is my contract in this life to assist Mother Earth in her cleansing.
Until next time,
Be love and;
Stay true to you!
Oceans of "LOVE"
SoKria
